meeting all the 4d people again reminds me of all the good times we had together the last two years. seeing elizabeth and aixin reminds me of all the recesses we spent tgt, with manchi too. seeing chem family again reminds me of all the nice times we had in chem remedial, going out and stuff. and it reminds me of our one member now missing in action. haiz. even the place itself reminds me of so many things. the familiar singing bells, the music that the pianos create that rings thoughout the school. the noise and chatter of many many girls. the orange bowl uncle! he looks so much older now! haha. and the canteen looks a little different now with the different coloured tables. and i heard the staff rooms changed a little but i didnt get a chance to go look at it. seeing all these things that have changed only slightly tells me how much we all have changed and grown ever since we left. it really struck me how things have changed like forever and we can never go back to those times we had tgt no matter how fun it was. and really, theres nothing we can do but look forward. and i realise that i didnt treasure, didnt cherish those days when i had them and now that their over i learn how blessed they really were. well i suppose we cant stay forever protected in st nicks, can we? so well one day we really just have to step out and realise that its over. even if we are so reluctant to go that the teachers have to push us out.
anyway i had fun ytd. i've never felt so free to talk for a long time. and i realised how ive been thinking over my words, chewing them with my brain before i actually say it in vj. ive not felt so spontaneous for a long time. and so free to speak too. haha maybe its coz we know each other well enough to know when jokes are jokes and they wont hurt anyones feelings [i hope]. and maybe its coz theres no other vj people there so...haha. some of the things we said were so familiar i miss saying them! especially during the gossip session that became a laugh at joanne session. haha. i miss that way we talk too! the way we just link everything tgt and the sacarsm too! havent heard it for a super long time and it feels damn nice just being a part of that kinda conversation that i haven had for so super long. maybe vj people are just too different from st nicks people. well different not necessarily in a bad way. haha anyway lets meet up again soon my dears. and lets go watch movie! love you guys! take care k. and lets help joanne spread her chiobu scandal!
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